We see each other weekly at the class
I must admit, you’re kinda nice
You’re a fairy spinning in a dance
When your fingers touch my hands
We get closer, our eyes meet
I see something growing from this seed
We enjoy it for a minute, then we talk
And I invite you later for a walk
You look away and smile
This pause burns me for a while
I feel sinking under heavy force
Then you look at me and say “of course”
My voice shakes, my heart jumps away
Thoughts are rushing through my brain
She said yes, she said yes
No more worries, no more stress
I make step forward and try to hug
And then I suddenly wake up
Just a dream? Just a dream?
I don’t believe, I scream
In all my struggles I lost every fight
I’m alone, it’s the middle of the night
Alone, alone, in empty bed
And all I have left is regret