limbo

In this eternal sleepless motion
I stuck in limbo with no sight
With each other passing moment
I get deeper into night

I keep trying and keep failing
Scratching knees against cold stone
And with every wasted evening
I accept to die alone

I see a ship in sea dead and calm
And the motionless white sail
People praying to all gods
And all their pleas just fail

I see how it all began
And all that happened after
No waves and the yellow sun
And the last drop of water

Even in my imagination
I feel thirst I can’t kill
I see no escape and no salvation
But I remember still

I remember hope
Believing it will soon be over
And I won’t ever be alone
And then sinking even lower

I lost hope for breeze
I accept cold without warm
I will not die in peace
This time I’ll pray for storm