masquerade

You’re cool, you know
I wish I didn’t but I’m kinda in love
With all my scars and trauma
I’m afraid to fall for you
To open up, to get attached
As always get lonely at the end
But still…

I want to be real
To tell you my mind
To kiss you
To be always beside
Be honest
Take you on dates
Protect you
Make some mistakes
Share my life
Share my space
Hold your hand
Put smile on your face
Never be alone
Always in your sight
Make it simple
Make it right

I WANT!
I want.
i want…

I’ll take my feelings and stash them away
It’s time to put a mask for a masquerade
I’ll follow games to make it right
Play by the rules to not be left behind

I’m not good at this and I’m afraid
But I’ll do my best to just pretend
Meet your passion with fake ignorance
Show off my made up indifference

I’ll care for nothing
To make you my everything